The Crystal that I hold so Tight

I Grasp in my hand with all my might

in hopes that it will end my pain

but deep down knowing, I have little to gain

 

The sadness comes and the sadness goes, but it never

goes to far.

I place my hopes in things with none , and all I can do is wonder where and when it will end?

 

My dreams are gone and will never return

yet life keeps going on and on

The longer it goes the sadder I feel because

I know it was never real

 

Everyone says I should live in the moment, but

my mind wonders to the past and to the future

How does one live for the moment? I do not know

 

If Only I knew the answer, maybe I would be happy, but for now that is all I know

 

If only I could let things go 

 

 

So I hold onto the crystal throughout the night

hoping it will end my fright

 

The Crystal is Warm and brings me security

where otherwise there would be none

 

Copyright by GoldenFawn 1998